So, this is vulnerable and embarrassing. As many of you know, my life has taken a drastic change. A little over a year ago now, I got sick. We still don’t know the main cause/diagnosis, but we know I have POTS, 7.5 times the inflammation levels of a normal person, osteoarthritis, heart issues, etc. My blood tests especially are showing so many concerning, and apparently confusing, levels of so many different possibilities, that we’re having to see 10+ specialists and multiple appointments every week.
My symptoms have progressed to where I now use a cane to walk for balance and issues with my legs. I have severe vertigo, nausea, sudden drops or raises in blood pressure and heart rate, fainting spells, all that leave me debilitated. I have chronic pancreatitis and other gastrointestinal issues as well, and doctors believe my health issue relates to some sort of autoimmune disease that we are still in the process of diagnosing. My quality of life is missing. I went from the happiest I’ve ever been to…this, in such a short time period.
I’m unable to work and had to leave a job that I loved in order to qualify for Long Term Disability. But even with that small “income,” I cannot afford basic things like groceries, bills, or caring for my cats the way I could before. And with constant medical bills piling up, I’m in severe debt. I have to move next year. My SNAP benefits have been revoked because of LTD. And now I’m left with the unfortunate and embarrassing option of having to ask for help.
I know times are hard for us all, so if you yourself can’t help, please just pass this along. That in itself is helpful. I thank you deeply and sincerely for whatever you’re able to give. Thank you.
